The thing I love most about God is that he answers my prayers all the time. Especially now, now that we have a better connection and understanding and relationship. All I have to do is pour my heart out to Him and he provides me with what I need, exactly when I need it.
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The more I pray and the more I read my Bible and work towards being more like Jesus, the less static there is in our communication.
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I've been stressed out about a few things over these past 75 days, but by asking God to help me with them, I've overcome and learned from them. It's such a comfort to know that I don't really need to worry about anything, because time and control is in God's hands. He knows what's best even when I'm convinced I'm the one who's right. And in knowing that God loves me and is taking care of me gives me so much hope for the things I'm passionate about. The things that I really really want, God will either provide for me, or provide something even greater for me.
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I've been sick for a month now. On and off, but a constant feeling of less then 100 percent. I think part of it was stress over not knowing what was going on in my head, and that caused me to lose sleep. I have this weird habit (?) where I push stuff out of my mind that is bothering me because I rather not think about it, and then it all builds up and explodes when everything is quiet. And when one big thing is bothering me, it makes all the little things seems giant too.
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Thank goodness for tea.
(grande green tea latte with raspberry syrup and foam,
180 degrees and excellent company.... it's the cure for any heartache)
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Last night I slept so well, which was a relief after not sleeping that great on and off for a month. I believe that it was a mixture of waking up to yummy tea, receiving great advice, spending time with friends and having wonderful family time before calling it a night. And I called it a night at my second home. My second home that God generously gave me. He couldn't have given me a greater gift, in all honesty. I'm still in awe.
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My brother is coming home for Christmas. It will be so awesome to see him again! I've always said that if I believed in idols.... my brother would be mine. It's hard to explain really. He's the most incredible person.... such a beautiful Christian and an inspiring roll model. I give a lot of credit to him for how I became who I am today. My love for him is endless. I miss him so much. He's my honest hero. <3
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