Hope

hope: /hoʊp/ [hohp] – noun: to believe, desire, or trust

Saturday, September 29, 2007

I'll Do My Best

I've been feeling this weird feeling over these last few days. I'm not sure I quite understand it. It hurts, I know that, but I don't know why. And it's kind of, well, all over my heart. But I don't understand because these past few weeks have been really awesome. I'm becoming really great friends with some youth at church and I feel like I fit in. Well, most of the time I feel like it. I don't know. It's strange. God definitely is my comfort while I feel like this, but it still hurts. I'm asking Him what the feeling means and I have a feeling it's a mixture of stuff.
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It just really literally hurts.
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I woke up this morning ready to throw up. I couldn't though because I was playing bass for Allison at the women's brunch. I got to the church and was totally out of it, kinda dizzy and definitely feeling nasty in my stomach. It went away when the youth showed up at Ryan's for the Amazing Race, but it came back again soon after. And now it really hurts.
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My heart and my stomach.
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I think my mommy is on the phone right now :)
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His Plan For Me

  • Get In To the Word and Deep In Prayer
  • Prayer Journal - To see God's amazing power through Prayer
  • Committment Journal - Record my struggles and successes to visually see progress over time
  • Personal Goals - Start doing more of the things that make me happy and save some "me" time (art, writing, reading, etc.)
  • Work - Pleasing to God, to be happy in what I do and offer my abilities whenever I can
  • Tithing and Saving - Respecting my money and using it appropriately
  • Education - Study God's word and begin thinking more about my future
  • Touch Cleansing - Relationships (family, friends, dating, God, etc.)
  • Taste Cleansing - What I eat and put into my body (food, drink, nutrition, health, etc.)
  • Smell Cleansing - Waking up and smelling the roses, appreciating small things
  • Sound Cleansing - What I listen to and hear (music, language, people, messages, truths, etc.)
  • Visual Cleansing - What I watch and see (movies, television, magazines and media, pictures, people, etc)

God's Amazing Power

In Christ Alone

In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This Cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand

In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
'Till on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost it's grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Brought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
'Till He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand